rambling tag

okay so i'm sitting at a freind's place lazing around and thought i'd answer a tag quiz she'd put on her blog ages ago... so here goes

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
A. Talk things through.. see if we can salvage things.. n if things seem shaky or i think he's gonna do it again.. boot him out..

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
A. hm... the pulitzer with my name on it.. or a mention on the top of the new york bestseller list.. :)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
A. anyone who annoys me... i dont hesitate with kicks

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
A. buy a lamborghini, a superbike for myself n my brothers, a few fun gadgets, a house on a lake for dad.. with wats left i'd keep half n donate the rest to charity..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
A. yes.. to quote a rather cheesy dialogue by SRK.. love isnt anything without friendship.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A. Being loved by someone you love
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A. as long as i need to without destroying my life in the process..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
A. wait.. i dont hit on attached guys.. n if he wants to be with me he'd come to me himself.
9. If you'd like to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actor?
A. An actor for sure, the whole point of acting is to get away from real life! Top 2 choices would be Hugh Jackman or ryan reynolds.
10. What takes you down the fastest?
A. my own thoughts
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
A. on stage accepting the pulitzer...
12. What's your fear?
A. Losing my faith
13. What is your secret vice?
A. classic ultra milds
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
A. Married but poor.
15. Whats the first thing you do when you wake up?
A. debate whether to throw the ringing phone away..
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
A. yes
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
A. the one who i can talk to about the dilemma
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
A. forgive yes.. forget no.
19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
A. single

I TAG ANYONE WHO READS THIS ENTRY TILL THE END.

on the line....

"I'm sorry sweetheart.. please.. please give us another chance... i love you.. i won't survive a day without hearing your voice.."
she just looked at him as his voice trailed off.. he was hyperaware of everything around them suddenly.. the hushed voices of other people in the room, his own thundering heartbeat.. the absolute nonexpression on her face.. she simply looked at him..
"i'd die if i'm rejected now.. who will ever take me seriously if she doesnt accept me now???" his thoughts were bordering on panic at the sheer nonresponsiveness of her reaction..
she simply looked at him.. lost in thought..
he didnt move an inch.. his knees were trembling.. almost giving out.. should he have gotten down on his knees to beg?? he suddenly thought.. maybe she wanted to see total surrender.. it would've been dramatic to say the least... maybe too dramatic.. he steeled himself as he brought his eyes back to her face... waiting for some change in her expression..

slowly her hands twitched as if involuntarily.. her arms rose away from her sides.. was she...???? he was hoping with everything he had now.. taking half a step towards her as her arms rose higher... did she step towards him?? his thoughts were all aflutter at the sight of the smile on her face...
his numbed mind registered what sounded like cheers in the background..
her lips parted...

"bravo!!! that was amazing! thats it.. YOU get the lead in my play!!"
her applause joined that of the gathered audience...

another mention of my 'twilight' obsession

i have a habit of visualising the charecters of any book i read.. specially teh ones i'm really really fond of (read obsessed about)
so naturally... like just about every other girl who entertained fantasies bout the 'perfect' vampire boyfriend. i visualised Edward Cullen... (*swoon*)

except that the guy who actualy played him in the movie is SO not like my fantasy edward... so i was like.. blehhh
BUT
today.. while indulging yet another sudden obsession.. i stumbled on THE guy who could play edward in my head... the actor/model who plays romeo in the Taylor Swift song 'love story'.. the title of the post is a link to the youtube video of the song...

btw... the "sudden obsession' aforementioned is this song... love story- Taylor Swift... heard it on the radio this morning and promptly fell in love with it.. its soooo sweet... its like a teenager's take on romeo and juliet.. the video showed me my dream edward.. the song itself gave me a whole morning of singing and skipping.... coz by some grace of god a friend had the song on her cell n happily gave it to me via bluetooth.. (i LOVE my phone!)

i've lost count of how many times ive heard it over n over n over again today...
so.. all in all.. a good day.. two obsessions taken care of... :)

taylor swift- white horse

say you're sorry
that face of an angel
comes out just when you need it to
As i paced back and forth all this time
cause i honestly believed in you
holding on
the days drag on
stupid girl
i should have known, i should have known

that i'm not a princess, this aint a small town
i'm not theone you'll sweep off her feet.
lead her up the stairwell
This ain't hollywood, this is a small town
i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now its too late for you
and your white horse to come around

maybe i was naive
got lost in your eyes
and never really had a chance
my mistake,
i didnt know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand
i had so many dreams about you and me
happy endings
now i know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stairwell
this aint hollywood this is a small town
i was a dreamer before you went and let me down
now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

and there you are on your knees
begging for forgiveness, begging for me
just like i always wanted but i'm soo sorry

cause i'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
this is a big world, that was a small town
there in my rearview mirror disappearing now
and its too late for you and your white horse
now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now.....

WAY BACK INTO LOVE- Music & Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past i just can't seem to move on..

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just incase i ever need 'em again some day
I've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but te stars refuse to shine
i've been searching but i just dont see the signs
i know that its out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

i've ben looking for someone to shed some light
not somebody just to get me through the night
i could use some directions
and i'm open to your suggestions

all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

there are moments when i dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

i know its probably the soppiest movie that i've seen in a while.. but there's sopmething amazing bout the way this love story develops... Music & lyrics.. its bout how two people can help each other out of their shells, how they can make the other person believe in him/her self again.. how tehy can fill the spaces in each others lives...
and most of all.. its about recognising where your strengths and failings are and how the otehr person can help you through the tough times..

and how you need to show someone that you really care about them.. specially when they feel let down...
sometimes you just put yourself on the line.. if only to show the other person that you want them to know what they mean to you...

brats and the big sis...

a sedentary life would never fit me.. that i always knew.. the last month, particularly the last 2 weeks have REALLY brought home the fact..
Ive been largely immobile.. thanks to a rather silly accident in the kitchen.. that is reason enough for major bouts of frustration since it takes me about a minute to so much as walk from my room to the drawing room. and the brats are having a blast at my expense.. their entertainment is getting on my nerves, now that i cant run after them to beat em black n blue..
they are growing taller.. and stronger.. though i do think that i'm gonna try to convince ma to get them horlicks so they can also become sharper... sharp enough to realise that once i get better.. they'd better watch out...
sigh.. younger siblings are such a pain...

on a happier note.. classes at law fac will start from tuesday and so i shall have an ironclad reason to leave the house.. bandages be damned...

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high point of today:

the brats spent nearly a half hour chanting"no chicken" while simulating a hawaiian hula dance... all because i wanted butterchicken for dinner and they decided to refuse anything i wanted to eat....

cant wait for them to hit puberty.. hopefully they'll sober down then...